tdy was aweeesome! 2 free periods for tdy again,cos dnt cher didnt come!(Y) chem test was alright, tho we did some copying :P got back mt test tdy & it was super alright k! 33/40, what you expect! HAHA,yesssssssssss ar!^^ poa,learnt mostly from kar instead of mr tan manz. & what, next tues got test on cashbook?! wth. eng just slacked @ history room, talking abt Olympics. HAHA! cher tdy cute sia, me&huiting laughed all th way thru th whole period manz! her hair super funny tdy ttm, i swear! HAHAHA!(((: history, filled in th blanks for wrkshts only.
went looked fr ssm aftr schl fr huiting to do her trigonometry test,whitesand-ed @ kfc fr lunch.
walked/slacked/joked. homed during evening.
comptr-ing th whole night,never revised! OMG!

ohmgosh! i so enjoyed tdy in schl manz! taking photos here&there, wow! CRAZY CLASS WITH CRAZY STUDENTS! :DD time flies very fast when we're having fun! ): free period during dnt which we decided to snap!(((: ohgosh, tmr dnt again. *faint.
aftr schl went karissa house to slack:) ofc thr's a reason. haha! its quite well done ar! prankcalls aftr prankcalls. super hilarious ttm manz. ignorant ppl makes them look silly. HAHAHAHA!^^

another school day. brght geek specs to schl! :DD hanging out with friends makes my day manz!(: lunched @ kfc w huiting&jiahui, followed jiahui to mrt station to home. went back to macd to complete hmewrks. bernice/regina/vivian came aftr tht, then left except for ber. pei-ed her until 6plus thn bused home. ohyes, we going to watch YOG-swimming one. but i prefer bball ))): argh.

ohgosh,im like super exhausted tdy when doing lil things. waking up early to accompany daddy to buy groceries is super exhausting. i thot i could sleep till aftrnn :DDDD wanted to revise&complete hmewrks, but got a slight headache ;X met sammy in the evening @ ws tdy to print photographs & bght geek specs! HAHA! =] homed @ 830 for dinner.
ahhh! my chem is dropping a big chunk manz! omg,how i manage to get thru MYE fr chem manz. ohman! tmr have phy test(Principle of Moments) i shld be able to do it!(:

waking up late for tuition was horrible ytd! rummaging thru my things @ th last minute as ytd had cip till night. mananged t search like crazy for my ezlink card befre i really decide to use my bo's one ;X Lol. talking abt this, youngest bro purposely hid away my card laaa! wth.
late fr tuition fr 20min. COOL or what! homed aftr tht.
wanted t celebrate jiahui's bday one, but cant ite cancelled away cos we're broke ): dont worry love! i'm still gonna give you preseeeentsss! :DDD
went Ikea @ last minute w family instead of granny's house tonight. walked ard,w th thot of buying new study table&swivel chair!(((: i cant find nice ones ): hmms,shall take my pick. hees.
ate hotdog w drink @ basement. yummy!

omg,im superr tired aftr tdy's cip. but cool, did nothing the whole day & getting cip points!(: supposed to follow a grp of people(mainly old folks), but ite they also never come lor. slacked/photos/ice cream! :DDD
dinnered 2hrs aftr my lunch? im like no appetite lor & the food sucks! ;X haha,went to the dk called wht, the stage thr ar? walked/slacked/watched perfrmance. consent form wrote 11pm back to schl, but we left thr earlier, reached schl @ 930. was like reluctant to go la, want take more photos! :DDDD but couldnt ):
im like starting t get bored of blgs,idk why. probably didnt know wht to write.

befre i found out, i wasnt much affected by it. But aftr since, i started to chg my attitude towards him. omg, shld i clear th misunderstanding? i VERY clear that he wont be, & never be. no matter how hard you try, you arent th one fr me. th gap is too huge. if i choose to, i'll be ruining myself. i dont want to give a chance OR myself a chance. i dont want to take th huge risk, cos i know we'll go no whr.
she once asked whether its fr a day, i knew i couldnt right from th start. its only th most we remain th status, but not towards (L). stop deceiving yourself, know your limits.
anw, pe was BORING tdy,mini wrkshop plus your own games, omg. dnt tcher going t education centre was a load off my mind. getting easy&relaxing. enjoying aircon during english was splendid! did compre. sch ended earlier cos N' LC. mrt-ed down t t1, lunched @ japanese resturant? omg, burnt a hole in pocket ;X bght cake for atikah's bday tmr, bused t sammy hse for hmewrk.
homed @ 7pm, not going t do mt cos probably doing during maths lesson? TRIGONOMETRY test! i hope im gonna do well for it:)

uptight abt complaints fr bullets. HAHA.cant seem to uds th reason tht could be stressed. slacking partner hasnt been in schl tdy! in fact, i'll hve to wait till thurs! omg! no one to joke,laugh,slack,kajao ))): thks sammy, fr th treat by him-.- he ask me manz. he knew it. i feel like clearing th misunderstanding ar, if not he'll think he got hope. oh well, i dont want to bother alr ;X anw, lazy t blg. sianz, might consider to MIA. HAHAHA! :DD

piles of hmewrks not completed is headache, waiting for me to do by deadlines is limited. netball trg for WW is boring. drills aftr drills. homed t change w huiting coming my house, mtg sammy&jiahui @ ws to wk's condo. swimming&stuff for the guys, pushing&dragging, we almost got pushed down. ;X homed @ 10plus,comptr-ing.
ytd had tuition abt graphs geometry? wrkings,formulas,answers.homed, & unexpectedly slept till evening, lunched. Cool. offed to grandma's house, didnt had dinner, ate chicken wings! :DD homed, watched teevee! chi movie @ channel 8, Donnie Yen&Nicholas Tse((((((: HAHA!
woke up @ 1030 tdy, bkft-ed, tv. got to finish up my wrks! OMG!

gorging myself w food still makes me hungry! omg! ;X watched IP MAN during mt, enjoyed air-con during eng, free period during chem/history. th best thing was we got phototaking tdy! :DDDD omg, fun ttm:) im gonna buy all! :PP edwin funny sia, put his leg behind his head. ROFl. 4/5 ppl see alr tio shocked sia.
homed aft schl, cos friends not free. watched tv, ended up sleeping. dinnered @ foodcourt in ws.
fbing, havent do wrk. OMG!

hmewrks aftr hmewrks. th stress lvl is coming up manz. schl's as usual, nothiong new. bght DOUBLE MCSPICY to sammy's house w huiting&jiahui. watch THE ORPHAN. HAHAHA! i bet kar will scream her head out if she watch. LOL. pretty alright, just tht abit shocking.
homed @ 630. i guess mt hmewrk will be done in schl tmr. heh. ;X omg, tmr schl ends @ 3! ahhh!
ohya, thr's photo-taking tmr! :DDDDD ohmgosh, iloveit!(((: mdm huda's not joining us cos got seminar ))): ahhhh! i want MRS NG! HAHAHAHAHA!

Getting my height&weight is finally a satisfaction to me. Having a height of 164cm gives me contentment, its hard to believe. getting hyper during cls, yet having boredom in cls, who doesnt feel that way? xiashuang wanted tell my netball coach ask me run more rounds cos too crazy in cls? LOL, amusing. :P playing silly games in cls makes it more interesting.
HAHA! these few days have always been slack cos tchers on leave. pushed back photo-taking cos our dear tcher was on MC. ohs! SS?! having presentation on managing traffic flow shldnt be a prblem? talking to a cls of 20 ppl is btr than twice of tht.
couldnt hve a proper netball game as UGs had to train fr NDP. exciting @ bball court, i guess. having runs,passes&game shows we had not enough time. CIP would be round th corner, shld i be looking forward to it? (:

i just cant imagine. unbelieveable yet living in fantasy. it's not within my control. wanting to, but difficult. it starts to change th from that moment onwards. but, i dont think its possible. i chose not to believe, but i saw it w my own eyes. i couldnt change them anw. guess this shld be th right way.i kept thinking whether im getting too much of it, i just cant seem to control. i cant tell whether this is true or for that moment only.
i just cant let it go despite constant reminders to myself. perhaps i've sunk too deep that i wont be able to float up. now that i've realise, probably this is wht you've been telling me right from th start. i shouldnt have believe you.

tdy wanted revise, but lazy. heh.
comptr-ing almost th whole day.
i ate duriaaaan tdy! omg! :) BURPS! :D
who's watching Despicable me? I WANT WATCH IT TOO(((:
had a new timetable for schl tmr ):
when gonna have PE manz? i wanna take height&weight! :DDD

idontknow what word should i use to explain.
anw, had fun fb-ing(((:
pretty fun i guess?
done ss proj tdy, havent put into slides yet.
saw bryanwong&guoshuxian acting for shows.
omg, he smoke?! haha, unbelieveable.
slacked till 9pm & bused home w huiting :D
nothing new,
i guess thr will be more entertaining stuff going on soon!(((:

im exhausted.
aftr all these happenings, i dont wish to recall back.
had 3 lessons tdy only, MT/CHEM/ENG.
combined assembly abt YOG.
emcee from channel 5 one, damn amusing, quite handsome eh!(:
netball. drills,& everything.
homed @ 6.
omg, im craving for kfc manz! garhh!
i shall curb my temptations till tmr! HAHA!

perhaps this could be one.
i long expected it.
its not within my control.
i wish i could say, but time dont wait for us.
had schl.
lunched w huiting.
hmewrks/slacking& everything else.
homed @ 730.
lazy/bored/lack of time cos of fb(((:
hehs.

it's all a lie.
i dont know how t face you again, i guess.
its over.
schl's alright, nothing t brag abt ;P
hmewrks consecutively for days, able to cope.
queenie's hse aftr schl fr ss proj.
"kick" me&huiting out @ 530 ): Lol.
walked t jiahui's hse, but she didnt appear.
backed t ws, did ss hmewrk. dinnered.
slacked/CRAP-ED REAL LOT w huiting(((:
i guess we laugh @ stupid stuff. haha!
bused home.
finished up on hmewrks.
never get enough sleep on thurs altho its late-start schl day! ):

unbothered,pretended nothing's happened.
i dont give a damn to those k.
i wouldnt do tht if i were you.
i would despise you further.
going schl w a good mood, able to disturb friends make my day btr!(:
bght pkt milo up to cls during lessons. shiok!
if i were t count, i drank 3pkts tdy! Lol. its supposed t be 4, i gave angie one(:
i felt shiok during maths tdy! a feeling of a genius! HAHAHA!
ms shee face like pissed off sia, cos i teaching huiting&kar trigonometry mah. HAHA!
this few trg couldnt use th parade sq for netball cos preparation of ndp?
bball court funner :DDD
went macd slack w bernice&regina.
met huiting thr w nps friends.
bused home tgt :)
ohmgosh! having a laptop makes life easier manz, serious.im nt kidding.

That feeling is terrible.
seeing it as another version instead of knowing it t be close.
this doesnt make any sense,
doing things right in th first place, & nothing goes wrong.
th distance between us were too far than expected, which caused a blockage btw us.
this wasnt what i wanted.
it all seem wrong to me.
Eclipse is simply splendid! jacob fucking handsome pls! HAHA! omg! :)
kissing&fighting scenes are many.
being right in front of the screen, my hrt seemed t be racing!
esp during th fighting scenes! Wanting to know more of the story, it keeps me in suspense! WOW!
This is what i've been waiting for. Splendid,fascinating,exciting?
Breaking dawn is th last part. aww ): definitely watch it one! :DDD

heys.
ytd wokeup early fr tuition, ended up postponing again?! garhh.
instead, went LoyangPoint fr bkft w mummy&bros.
it seems tht i hve nothing to cut my hair, but i still went(:
homed w 2nd bro whn finished cutting.
lunched then went tm for shopping w mummy!(((:
cos of time constraint, went to Valerie to get clothes.
If i got th capital, i wld bght th whole shop alr laaa! :DDD
bght 2 tops & 1 bottom.
fucking satisfied k!
went t do the itouch cover,"pasted" behind. WOW! nice okay!
i chose th design :DDDD
aftrwards, went airport to meet bros&cousin family for dinner @ XinWang,
yummy! had chickenchop&desserts!
left th cafe @ nine o'clock {:
two mothers went chitchat.
we found trolleys then played ard. LOL.
it was.. fascinating!
homed ard 12am t catch last bus.
tdy wanted t meet ppl for lunch+study.
but. hai. nvrmind.
nowhr t go is always @ home whr you seek refuge. HAH, wht logic is this?

p.s is it so fucking difficult to make up your mind? i always hate it, but whn it comes to me, i uds why.

heys!
tdy had STARS/MT/ENG/POA/COMB.ASSEMBLY.
mt, double periods. did chi spelling& practice paper.
remianing questions for hmewrks.
eng, did editing of paragraphs. idk how t explain.
poa,learnt 3-columns of cashbook. omg, its headache manz!
level aftr level, its getting more tough. ;X
assembly, tchers performance for youth day! =]
fucking funny pls!
chg of clothes for netball aftr tht.
ran 4 rounds ard blk b&c as 2.4km.
did drills @ passageway cos WW.
went t bball court for bigger space aftwards.
drills/games/played bball.
ended earlier cos cant play court game.
played bball awhile thn homed.
dinner @ Sakae.
bght neeki sht @ CottonOn(((:
homed aft tht.
p.s omg! i cant decide who t hangout w during these days! ):

heys!
sch resumes aft th brk, its like getting closer to o'lvls! omg!
anw, tdy had SS,MT,MATHS,POA,PHY,ENG,HISTORY
one new ss proj w huiting/queenie/edwin/benj.
of cos, SBQ hmewrks.
handed up chi file. thot i lost it. paperballs! =]
healthchk during maths. Lol. msshee cant teach her trigonometry! :P
omg, i got to refer to SHC in sept. troublesome!
& my backbone's nt helping me. starting t be positive alr manz!
poa, paperballs again. mrtan like disappointed in us ar. taught 1hmewrk qn in 1period.
COOL!
phy, had to complete the previous wrksht as hmewrks. did notes.
eng, luckily didnt manage to read my intro! yayy!
hve to list down 5 good words abt 'said' & 10words abt "nice"
easy! :P Lol.
histry, relief period. played itouch :DD
i forgot t bring mt txtbk home! ahhh! got hmewrks in thr! ;X
p.s ohya! eclipse starting tdy! ((((: