befre i found out, i wasnt much affected by it. But aftr since, i started to chg my attitude towards him. omg, shld i clear th misunderstanding? i VERY clear that he wont be, & never be. no matter how hard you try, you arent th one fr me. th gap is too huge. if i choose to, i'll be ruining myself. i dont want to give a chance OR myself a chance. i dont want to take th huge risk, cos i know we'll go no whr.
she once asked whether its fr a day, i knew i couldnt right from th start. its only th most we remain th status, but not towards (L). stop deceiving yourself, know your limits.
anw, pe was BORING tdy,mini wrkshop plus your own games, omg. dnt tcher going t education centre was a load off my mind. getting easy&relaxing. enjoying aircon during english was splendid! did compre. sch ended earlier cos N' LC. mrt-ed down t t1, lunched @ japanese resturant? omg, burnt a hole in pocket ;X bght cake for atikah's bday tmr, bused t sammy hse for hmewrk.
homed @ 7pm, not going t do mt cos probably doing during maths lesson? TRIGONOMETRY test! i hope im gonna do well for it:)